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RAWR! please end it fast!!

Working on a emo sunday RAINY night really feel like killing myself. One thing i hate about running file check is when there are over hundreds of  invalid cross- referencing that you have to amend. Worst part? it is not your own portfolio and you just need to clean up other’s mess. FML.

On another note, ACCA IN LESS THAN ONE MONTH!!! and i have not even touched a single page of my book yet. stupidest decision to have not attending any classes and did the whole self study by my own like the previous P1.It  is really something very exhausting. I seriously have to finish WHOLE SYLLABUS in a week before attending the revision class.

DOUBLE FML this time =/

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Recent fav song.
Jebal Nal Ttonagajima

慢慢慢慢的,我失去了我以为我能坚持下来的信念
我真的能胜任我现在所做的一切吗??
我越来越觉得自己是多么的笨,甚至质疑自己是否属于这里
什么都不PO上面子书,是不想让每个人都懂我的脆弱
(看的见我PO悲伤update的朋友呀,你们都是我的知己啊)
又有多少人还会来这里逛逛?
我真的并没有真的很坚强,同时间照顾

事业,我笨死了
学业,又还没开始读书了,考试在两个月内到来
爱情,吵吵闹闹,甜甜蜜蜜,还是得用心经营
健康,每天的熬夜让免疫力都下降了许多
家人,家家有本难念的经哪。。
朋友,还是都抽出时间来关心大家

表面每天的笑容并不代表我真的OK

我要的到底是什么?

do you miss me?

Working on a beautiful Saturday is really a waste to the weekend.
Peak season is going to end (soon?)
Oh wait, there’s ACCA coming too. =s
Hopefully i will have time to update my blog.
Till then, please miss me more :)

Nanako, I ❤ YOU!

You never failed in making my day!
let’s start a new year with healthy skin!  ❤

400th!

IT’S CHRISTMAS EVE!!!
finally there are holidays for me! initially i wanted to save this 400th post for my birthday but it seems it passed for some weeks already. LOL. i didnt really celebrate this year’s birthday as i was having my ACCA exam.it’s weird for me, when i grow older,  celebrations dont really that important to me anymore as long i have my loved ones beside me all the time. Didnt even thought of a replacement of celebrations with Bii. but still i got some surprise cakes too thanks to those who love me so much  <3  btw, i still have an unclaimed meal from my sister! if you are reading this dont jia jia ok?! LOL

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Just for me <3

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cakieeeee

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ACCA was tough, even tougher than the past year paper i would say. hopefully i passed it *though i didnt really put in all my effort for this paper* can you imagine i went to library but i really fell asleep inside for 1-2 hours every single day without failed! i even  ended up my hands and legs were numb! but then the last few days i did study a bit harder because started to kiasi already mah. Let’s pray hard so that i can have a good news next year February!!

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 3.30 in the morning.
the only time i were studying of whole day

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OHHHHHH!! and I bought the BIGGEST birthday present for myself!!!!!! no not anything on purse,perfumes,watches,clothes,IPHONE, shoes blah blah blahh~~~~~~~~ it is

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AN AIR TICKET FOR MYSELF TO KOREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES, by backpack!!!!!!  with none of the language i know is applicable!!
somemore it’s only a trip for 4 ladies (my sis, her friend, my aunt, me )
seriously we were mad, we didnt even plan for it earlier and when we saw the promotion of AA, we just asked for others’ opinions and that’s it! ON!  but the trip will be on next August i think there are still times for me to polish my Hangul first!! Gosh whenever im think of  it i couldnt stop smiling. this is like the BEST present i ever got for myself!!! i am so motivated to work harder and save on $ so that i can shop til i drop over there! i know i am crazy but, 人生就是要疯狂一次嘛!!

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to all my oppassss, im coming! =P

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btw,  im now working on my recap of 2011! if you still remember my 2010′s one ( click me) , i actually kind of enjoy in doing one every year because when i look back the post i did last year, i always feel blessed that that i had a great year and im going to strike for a better one next year! i get motivated by that and hopefully in my future, my life would be more and more productive and achieve my dream. To my loyal reader, please wait patiently for it! =D and last but not least  , Merry Christmas everyone!!

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on the other note, i will be heading to JB again from next weekend until CNY! which means lesser update too?  dont miss me too much! =p

后来的后来,一切都会被距离打败
就连友情也逃不了这宿命

 

Le sigh

SEVEN days to exam!!
Never been I so nervous in all my past exams!!
But Im not studying at all. FML!!
ask me anything from P1 and I really unable to answer with a good point.
sort of regretting in taking this path. it’s too tough

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